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Apparently, many WordPress followers made their voices heard, and together (go, WPbloggers) we AFFECTED CHANGE. This was a wonderful, peaceful activist movement. Y’ALL DID IT AND Y’ALL ROCK! Next time you feel a call to action, take it. You’ll be amazed at what happens. As Margaret Mead said, “Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful, committed citizens can change the world. Indeed, it is the only thing that ever has.” Amen, ma’am.
AND NOW, ON WITH THE SHOW!
Song of Psychiatry
Paperwork presentation
plus insurance information
Explanation of condition
(that part really saps ambition)
Process of elimination,
might need “bin” incarceration
Finally, the prescription(s)
matching your description(s)
(If you didn’t tell it well,
your mental health goes straight to hell
Then you end up in “The Bin,”
feeling like you’re lost again)
Follow-up examination
Tweaking meds, anticipation
that he’s found the incantations
to relieve these odd sensations
(Ennui and extreme malaise,
lasts for weeks or only days;
MANIC, I could climb a tower
but that wears off in an hour)
Diagnostic confirmation:
Bi-Po PTSD-ation,
winter bluesy affectation…
Happy Light, a true salvation
(All these meds for downs and panics!
I may Kafka into Xanax…
Lex will look for me until
he finds me, morphed into a pill)
Don’t skip therapy’s vital function
Psych meds only, mental unction
Counseling’s for exploration,
finding roots of situation)
Now shrink gives me medication
Spirit gives me meditation
Thus my balance has been struck
(Thanks to doctors, God, and luck)
© 2012 Amy Barlow Liberatore/Sharp Little Pencil
For ABC Wednesday, brought to you by the letter “S.” Also at dverse Open Mic and my poetic haven, Poets United.
NOTES: I have a generally productive, sometimes difficult life, a fantastic husband and daughter who understand all the facets of my chemical imbalance, great friends and a supportive faith community, and I’m not on public assistance – because I have solid mental health coverage. WE NEED UNIVERSAL HEALTH CARE. It would half-empty our prisons and save many homeless people from the isolation of despair. I’m an advocate for Health Care For All. How about you?
brian miller
smiles…love the wit inside the parenthesis…and oy what a jacked up health care system we have..and depending on november it will be over hauled (repealed) again and god know what we will end up with…i agree we do need it…wixked flow in your write, and well writ…
Sharp Little Pencil
Bless you, Brian, for understanding my passion about national health care. God forbid we get Willard Romney for president, it’ll be even worse. Thx, Amy
vivinfrance
There’s not a lot wrong when you can write like that: a brilliant poem to be proud of.
Health care for all: I couldn’t understand why so many Americans fought agaist the introduction of universal health care, having been the beneficiary of it for most of my life. It is just plain common sense.
Sharp Little Pencil
As for the poem, high praise indeed, and I do thank you, Viv. My therapist had me read it in session and loved it, too.
Universal health care has been painted “socialist” by the Right and all sorts of scare tactics were used, including “death panels for seniors,” which were actually consultations to be provided for health proxy and other end-of-years decisions. Propaganda. Amy
Diane Turner
Great piece! Masterful insights within a well turned word stream.
Sharp Little Pencil
Diane, thanks so much for this! Amy
Daydreamertoo
I’m glad they got rid of that auto checking, send me an email. It was one of the worst things they’ve done.
Great news on getting on the right meds. There’s nothing worse than being sick and no-one listening to what’s truly going on and then getting the wrong pills to help. Thank goodness you have good health plan and a great family!~!
RYN: Lucy L is also in Spartacus but, it’s really very violent and sexually explicit. Don’t know how old your daughter is but she may well be too young for that show. LL in XWP was always one of my heros too 🙂 I made some videos of the show set to some nice songs on my youtube channel if your daughter would be interested. Let me know 🙂
Sharp Little Pencil
Riley is 24 and a quite mature 24 at that! I’m sure she’d love the YouTube stuff, since Lucy Lawless is indeed one of her heroes… send me a link! Thanks, Amy
Carver
You are a super writer. Good humor and topic. Carver ABC-Wed. Team
Sharp Little Pencil
Carver, thanks so much for keeping up with all us ABCers. One of my favorite prompt sites. Amy
kimnelsonwrites
With humor and dignity, you’ve given every reader a sense of what life is like for one with a chemical imbalance, a mental illness. Brilliant, again, Amy, as your writing always is.
Sharp Little Pencil
Kim, if only it were half as easy as this poem makes it sound, but for most folks, the problem is our half-assed, convoluted health care system, run by for-profit corporations. Also, folks in prison and who are homeless are unable to navigate the paperwork, etc. It’s a crying shame in a country as “developed” in America that we haven’t developed the conscience, nor cultivated leaders, who will act in our best interests. Thanks, Kim. Amy
Lindy Lee
“Song of Psychiatry”, Doctors, God & luck, not necessarily in that order?
Tee! Hee! Tetrametrical couplets, genius…
Sharp Little Pencil
Tetrametrical WHAT? Was I writing in a form? I must have been channeling Viv or Harker… ha ha. As for the order, “Luck” was the rhyme, and Doctors being first fulfilled the rhythm. But good comment!! Amy
Lindy Lee
Made up word– tetrametrical: 4 beats per line, 4/4 time, read it out & beat it out. You’re good, real good, rhyme & rhythm always hit home with this reader…
Roger Green
Too true! And it rhymes, so I love the meter as well.
ROG, ABC Wednesday team
Sharp Little Pencil
I heard it’s a tetrametrical something… I already forgot. I didn’t intend on it, but the words flowed that way, so yay for the unseen forces! Thanks, Rog, Amy
Joseph Harker
Two totally random things.
First, universal health care, Yes, with a capital Y.
Second, I keep meaning to drop this link over here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pK1VxHp_gp4. It’s from this 1980s NYC public access show, “Stairway to Stardom”, which was (from what I can tell on YouTube) a clearinghouse of oddball variety performers trying to make it big. This one (a duo of pun-tastic chanteuses named Horowitz and Spector) is maybe the best from the show I’ve found. I don’t know, for some reason I thought you might dig it. 🙂
Sharp Little Pencil
Good Lord, Joseph, you know me well. “He doesn’t give me fang the way he did before?” This is the stuff that used to make whole careers for vaudeville performers, because the circuit ran long and wide… also for buskers standing outside London’s great theaters. Ever seen the early Vivien Leigh/Chas. Laughton movie, “Streets of London,” also known by another name, where Laughton was a busker whose “big” recitation was “If” by Kipling? It’s a slice of life, a trip back in time. I know they wanted to tell the story, but there are so many details about that changing world, so many hints of the coming obsolescence of the whole busker scene… so, tit for tat (no pun), that’s my recommendation for you! Netflix it, and if you can’t find it, email me and I’ll lend you my copy by mail… always your ready and willing neck (eeeeeew) Amy
ihatepoetry
Yes yes and YES! You rock it my sistah! I’ve been there and you did it right! Love to you, and your righteous righteousness!
Lisa
Very interesting thoughts in your poem today. But since I don’t believe in “luck,” I’d say the other two choices are better bets!
Sarav
Amy, think you rock!! Love the activism and the ode to all the isms that affect us in navigating those scary medical seas. You have to be informed and be your own advocate–and hell yes I am for universal health care! 🙂 I have no idea how to specifically url to a poem–though I’d love to share my mom poem with you, titled “Wow”
Tracy Crenshaw
Brilliant poem! I can fully relate to the topic. The fear of saying the wrong thing and being sent to the “bin,” waiting it out as they “play” with your meds to find something that sticks. On the writing front, I loved the flow of this poem. And I love the last stanza:
Now shrink gives me medication
Spirit gives me meditation
Thus my balance has been struck
(Thanks to doctors, God, and luck)
Lovely poem!
purplepeninportland
This is priceless! Kafka into Xanax? Who else could think of that?
Sharp Little Pencil
So glad you liked that, because it was one of those “synapse moments”! Amy