PLASTER CRACKS
One of those unexpected glances
A happenstance mirror
The old lady looking back at me
with curves in places
like her face
and craggly bits about the eyes
Who is this woman? She
looks off her feed, or depressed
No, I replied, it’s just you, ya old bag
Your fault for smiling so much
For choosing to live with your depression
rather than finding a way out
And so I settle into almost sixty years old
I let gravity, cruel mistress, have
her way with me
It used to be boobs and the
skin over my knees becoming
a canopy for bone beneath
Now it’s the more obvious sites
The ones one cannot hide under
clothing, beneath makeup
It’s the glorious blooming of
A New Amy, crone delighting
in the fact that she can still.
make new things, such as wrinkles
© 2016 Amy Barlow Liberatore/Sharp Little Pencil
It’s true. That little sag under my jaw, the crows’ feet that have morphed into Crow Valleys. It’s happening, and I can either get pissed at God (which seems quite useless, and I owe God so much) or dive in, feet first. I choose the dive.
This is for Imaginary Garden With Real Toads, Play It Again, Toads. One of my poet buddies, Fireblossom, had a previous prompt called, “The Crack in Everything,” and we have written to that prompt. Thanks, Shay, for always being an inspiration! Love, Amy
Timoteo
Who’s that dude in the mirror
The one somebody called “Pops”
If he don’t get outta my house
I’m gonna have to call the cops
sharplittlepencil
Hee hee hee hee
debi
I’ve earned every wrinkle. Smiling, frowning, hurting. No plastic surgery for me ever.
sharplittlepencil
Amen, sister. Just had to take some time to become accustomed to the new landscape, here!!
kaykuala (@hankkaykuala)
How heart-warmingly frank Amelita! Chuckles! It can be done in such a lighter mood that one flays oneself and still comes off strong and enjoying every minute of it. As usual, you said it ‘as it is’ and came off brilliant. Hank is now surveying his person and discovers lots of similarities. All in the process of attaining that impending ‘physical maturity’ sort of. Wonderful lines, Ma’am!
Hank
sharplittlepencil
Wonderful lines in the poem, or on my face? LOL I love you, Hank.
ManicDdaily
Ha. Crow’s valleys! A clever poem– easy to relate to. Thanks! K.
sharplittlepencil
Thanks, babe. It was fun to write.
Kerry O'Connor
I have missed reading your poetry, Amy. This dialogue with the one in the mirror is so human. Growing old is not for sissies.
sharplittlepencil
Thanks, Kerry. Coming to see you now. I have missed posting and hope to do more this spring! A
mybeautfulthings
I loved that! I have also decided to embrace every well earned wrinkle. Thank you for this warm poem early on my Sunday morning when the rest of the household still sleeps.
Cheers, Sally 🙂
sharplittlepencil
Glad I could share your Sunday morning! Another week… perhaps another poem…
mybeautfulthings
I shall look forward to it. 🙂
Polly
What a fab poem! I love it, Amy, and what’s more, identify with it 100% 🙂 I especially like the lines ‘It’s the glorious blooming of / A New Amy, crone delighting / in the fact that she can still / make new things, such as wrinkles’ Wondrous 😀
sharplittlepencil
Aw, Polly, thanks! Glad to hear from another sister in the Crinkle Club!
Brendan
Its so weird — it seems everyone has a self-image fixed somewhere in their mid-30s who always looks in latter mirrors with such surprise — who IS that aging person? This is a fine conversation with becoming, youth celebrating its passing into age, into the secret and more surprising youth that comes through surrender — playful, forgiving, amending, amen-ing. Welcome to the big kids’ ride.
sharplittlepencil
Thanks, Brendan. Your assessment is spot on! Coming to visit you now.
Sherry Blue sky
I so know the feeling. I remember once at your age looking in the mirror and seeing my grandma’said face super-imposed over mine…..whoa. but we gotta love it, it beats the alternative, lol.
sharplittlepencil
Yes, the alternative is even more permanent, right? Love you, lady.
coalblack
Dive, girl, into the next thing!
sharplittlepencil
You know it!
Jim
Looking in the mirror too much makes
one want to take a funny selfie. I’ve a few.
..
sharplittlepencil
I have tried lately, and there is no angle that works, ha ha ha.
http://vivinfrance.wordpress.com
Amy,you young thing, you ain’t seen nuffin’ yet. I tend to give mirrors a wide berth nowadays…
love,
ViV
sharplittlepencil
I don’t want to think about the rear view!!
writersdream9
Amy, we are diving together, sister! 🙂
sharplittlepencil
See you in the deep end!!
writersdream9
That’s for sure!
Laura Bloomsbury
nothing bitter in this magical poem – lyrical with the lightest of touches and the best of last lines
sharplittlepencil
Thank you, Laura! Coming over to see your work now.
Bekkie
You described the cracks in me well! I am a couple of years ahead of you and there is more to come. (Wrinkles.) Lol!
sharplittlepencil
Oh, yes, my dear. It’s all downhill (or inward) from here! Thanks.
Bekkie
Actually I’ve never felt better. Good health does that. Maybe the “looks” will follow. Lol!
Magyar, Doug, _m
So well pointed to… that view of >exterior decayinner caring<.
__I'm one of those "degradingly awful" old men, and as some would quickly say, decidedly crass and crude with my overall views and opinions.
BUT
__Kathy and I have maintained an enjoyably long, and very happy marriage. Every day I see Kathy as I saw her… at that moment of our wedding… and in variable manner each day, I tell her such!
__Our smiles, supersede [super-seed?] our wrinkles. Here then, is a senryu to further
say:
our smiles
harrow wrinkled fields
new blooms
_m
Susie Clevenger (@wingsobutterfly)
Oh my…I am cracked plaster. I find I spend less time spackling in front of the mirror.
Margaret Elizabeth Bednar
As I age, I want to be the best I can be, but that also means accept the aging. It is what is IN the eyes – the kindness … how often we smile, how engaging our conversation. That is what draws people – “beauty” is over- rated. I will take interesting and dear any day. And you are that, I’m sure. Love Susie’s comment above. and yours “It’s the glorious blooming “… INDEED!
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M
ha! at least I can still see my toes. 🙂 ~