Back then every morning broke both ways. Salty and sweet
Head already splitting sitting up, sliding into bell bottoms, frayed hems fringed over faded espadrilles
Peasant top, you know how it was, a roach clip on a looooong feather clipped into frantic loopy hair
Sip of last night’s to get me out the door, down to Ruby’s
Step out near the canals, the shaggy likewise join the journey
Who’s holding? Lights up, the high travels along the line of linked arms like a fuse
Snickersnorting to the boardwalk, Jingles and Frank ready for busking
All the lovely boys building bodies to bodacious on the beach, sand sticking to evvvvvery sinewed limb, pump pump bump
Now we can smell the coffee smell the bacon smell half the customers too, or at least their smoke
The clatter of breakfast – and always smiling Ruby (“somebody hit the juke for Ray Charles!” and his voice, “They saaaaay, Ruby, you’re like a dreeeeeeeam…”) She was 100% movement but never rushed us
Lazy, luxurious breakfast, runny eggs, and how they got bacon that crispy while retaining every bit of grease that came off the hog is a mystery of faith
OJ from the carton (back when we still called it that) not fresh, but we only drank it for the sugar hit
And so Sunday began. We were together. We had survived another Saturday night. And as we ramshackled back onto the mostly deserted boardwalk, it never occurred to us that something else might happen. That soon, Ruby’s place would turn into Starbucks; all the trash on the beach would become all the Eurotrash in the tragically samesame cafes; and eventually, Jingles might get a ticket for loitering.
Not yet. We didn’t have a clue that it was coming: the encroachment of developers, the diaspora of cool. I can still smell Sunday morning, the sweet greasy and the sweat weedy.
Thanks to my old friend Roger Green for kicking me in the butt to post something! He’s at www.rogerogreen.com
sbz
Love it, kiddo!
Sharp Little Pencil
Aw, Sue, I didn’t remember if you subscribed. Thanks so much.
Roger
I didn’t really KICK you in the butt. Maybe nudged your butt with my foot…
Sharp Little Pencil
Are you kidding? I still have the footprint on my jeans, LOL. Thanks, ROG
Renee Espriu
I, too, thank you Roger. I so like your writing and have missed it. This is really good, some humor and of course very poignant for isn’t that what life is all about and the changes we never will foresee coming…just show up! And life seemingly goes on without missing a beat. Thank you for writing and hope to see more.
Sharp Little Pencil
Renee, so nice to hear from you. This past year has shown that we indeed have ZERO idea of what is coming. So it’s nice to look back now and then and remember when everything seemed possible.
Renee Espriu
You help me to have hope, Amy. I met a new someone in my life and lived with him for four months but then, I think, it all moved too quickly. Not enough time to take time…if you get my meaning. I am now living with a friend and hoping…beyond home with the way the housing market is…that I will find a place come Spring. We will see. We still see each other and care for each other but even older people become set in their ways. In a year I will be 70 and he is a couple years older. I so loved your song. I play it over and over. Was never into dating and life certainly never went to any plan and now it is as though I’m fresh out of high school trying to figure it all out. I’ve always done everything backwards if you know what I mean. Do take good care. Thanks again for this.