Amy Barlow Liberatore… stories of lost years, wild times, mental variety, faith, and lots of jazz

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Erasure of Self
Amy Erasure 001
Like goosebumped skin
erasure sets in

Eyes closed to sun
Energy, none

The me people know,
the warm glow,

cedes to the smear
of what is now here

Go, thou dread curse
Take with you your hearse

Better days will come
If I (     )

© 2014 Amy Barlow Liberatore/Sharp Little Pencil

Imaginary Garden With Real Toads. Artistic Expressions’ Margaret asked us to write to a sketch. This one I completed at the onset of my last depression. As always, I crawled out, just in time for Riley’s triumphant graduation! Peace, Amy


The Call

Upstate
Dinner with Sis and Rollie
He retired early – stomach ache

My hug couldn’t reach around his girth.

The phone rang at 4am
Mom: “Wake up, Rollie’s at Lourdes.”
Flying down the highway…

Too late. Gone at 36.

© 2012 Amy Barlow Liberatore/Sharp Little Pencil
Rest in peace, Rollie. Brother-in-law, Father, Prankster, Friend
For Trifecta: Poem in 33 words plus the phrase: “The phone rang at 4am”
Also at my kindred spirits’ lair, Poets United.


Walk, Talk, Persevere

Our hands in our pockets, we walked.
‘Twas of Lila’s cancer we talked.
“Oh, sure, it was one fucking jolt!
One week, all is well, then this bolt

from Doctor X come a-roaring
in our ears, but then my adoring
Meg said, ‘Give us some options, Doc.’”
“In the past, it was urgent – tick-tock,

to cut off the woman’s whole breast.
But now it’s the simple way’s best.”
The importance of one single fact:
Lila’s dignity would be intact.

There’d be scraping and chemo, but then,
their future to build was the plan,
“Rebuild Lila’s health” was the rule.
They married; bold women:  They’re cool.

© 2011 Amy Barlow Liberatore

From Brenda Warren’s Sunday Whirl, and just in time!  Wordle words are in bold.  This is dedicated to all women and men who have survived breast cancer… and in memory of those who did not.  Peace, Amy