Amy Barlow Liberatore… stories of lost years, wild times, mental variety, faith, and lots of jazz

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Jingle Poetry asked for a love and romance poem. Here’s the best I have to give you – a take on love found, lost, found, lost… yet permanent. Amy

INTERTWINED

You recall that fall
the two of us, soul to soul
Wholly ourselves
if only for that moment

Now you’re safe
in your comfort zone
She thinks she is the only one
And that you yourself hung the moon
While I hang around here awaiting what where how when, pondering then

I whisper in your heart, stroking your memory
tenderly drawing you back to me
Our love happened
because nothing else could

Flesh upon flesh
the heart of the matter
smattering of promises we knew were loving lies

And now here’s your life: organized, precise, clockwork
Mine the jumble of a funny, frantic existence
Yet there remains the magnetic, eclectic tug
pulling you back to me
across miles of untouchable roadblocks

Our lives forever tangled, intertwined
Even apart, forever you’re mine

© 2010 Amy Barlow Liberatore/Sharp Little Pencil


A Poetic Asides post. An ever-so-delicate look at how women’s bodies change over the years… Enjoy, and then click the link to check out poems by the rest of the gang! Amy

CHANGING

It comes to us all
Those gifted with double-X
The passage of time brings
the curse of our sex

First we get periods
Bloat like balloons
Bitchy and bothered
We cry to full moons

Then comes the part where
if you have some luck
you have a big baby
comes out like a truck

Your skinny jeans gone
to the clothing exchange
Your once-lithe young self
is at once rearranged

Your boobs not your own
‘Cause you share them with baby
and hubby gets jealous
But fools with them? (maybe)

Now gravity takes hold
and Cooper’s Droop socks you
More than a pencil
I can hold a whole box, too

Then finally menopause
There’s God’s big laugh
You sweat and you chill
and your mind’s cut in half

Part of it knowing
what you need upstairs
the other half, getting there,
asking, “What the hell am I doing here and why? There was something I needed up here but I don’t know WILL SOMEBODY TURN DOWN THE HEAT? I’M SWEATING MY ASS OFF!!!”

(c) 2010 Amy Barlow Liberatore/Sharp Little Pencil


This was written awhile back for Writer’s Island, and we had a request for a re-post from Jingle Poetry! Dream on, kids… Amy

FREE FLIGHT

Wandering into the enchanted field
petting daisies, grazing the tips of
grasses grown wild and tall
She centers herself
gripping damp ground with her toes
Eyes close and her face turns skyward

Arms rise from her sides and she
wills her body to follow
Heels peel off the earth, then her toes
Opening her eyes, she is just off the ground
hovering, delighted, a featherweight being
Now comes the real work

She launches into a vertical breaststroke
slowly, loving the feel of her fingers moving through
humid air as though along a pond
The field is far below her now; her house is
a Lego-sized block. She levels off her ascent
and pushes farther into the atmosphere

Over hills, touching the tops of Douglas firs
Swooping down over the river, she waves to
kids swimming on the lakeshore
Look, they whisper, Why don’t our parents
believe us? She doesn’t wait for night
She takes flight when we can watch her

But the grownups are too busy, away from the
places in nature where she can be spied
so only children are inspired to try and fly
Someday, she muses, I will have a daughter
and we will take a night flight, hand in hand, close to
the harvest moon, as fireflies light the way

And when we’ve had enough of airborne travel
we’ll come to rest on our own roof
feet dangling over the eaves. Wondering, laughing
How many are blessed with the power of flight?
She doesn’t know, but thinks it must be very few
for she’s never seen another in all her travels

Her mother taught her the secret: Let go of the world
let the air fill you up past your lungs, so deeply
that you are the air. Let go and be free

© 2010 Amy Barlow Liberatore, Sharp Little Pencil


At Poetic Asides, we were asked to write from the perspective of another. One was a tea bag steeping in boiling water, but then came this from my pregnancy 23 years ago… Hope you like it! Amy

SINGLE ROOM OCCUPANCY

Safe here and comforted
by a rhythm so steady
Nourished effortlessly
All I need, I have

Voices muffled but familiar
Hearing them more clearly
as the days pass
Hoping to meet them soon

Upside down now, I think
Ready to tackle the tunnel
and emerge gasping
into the light

© 2010 Amy Barlow Liberatore/Sharp Little Pencil


We were asked to put ourselves in someone else’s place and write about the experience. Here is one of three I wrote today. Enjoy!

SINGLE ROOM OCCUPANCY

Safe here and comforted
by a rhythm so steady
Nourished effortlessly
All I need, I have

Voices muffled but familiar
Hearing them more clearly
as the days pass
Hoping to meet them soon

Upside down now, I think
Ready to tackle the tunnel
and emerge gasping
into the light

(c) 2010 Amy Barlow Liberatore/Sharp Little Pencil


SHE IS ELEMENTARY

She is air.
Refreshing caress of a soft breeze messing with
your carefully coiffed hairdo
She reminds you to let go
to bend with the wind

She is water.
Drip drip dropping from the faucet lightly
Listen: She’s intent on stealing your attention
She could boil
but chooses to stay cool

She is fire.
Dancing on a waxy wick
A flickering flame in your darkest moment
All she needs is your spare wood and
a match to warm you woolen soft

She is earth.
Freshly tilled soil, embracing new seeds
Covering, comforting each burgeoning life
Creation begins with her, even as
you are the soil from which she herself was sprung

She is your daughter
All the elements of a true force of nature

© 2010 Amy Barlow Liberatore/Sharp Little Pencil


VICIOUS CYCLE

First up and around in the house
Brewing coffee for The Beast
who will turn into my mother after her first cup

She stumbles down the hall
First Bel-Air in hand
I make my breakfast and my lunch

Even at seven, I knew this cycle
would never end
Keeping Mom happy enough to live with

In later years, after I had indulged, passively by
breathing others’ smoke in late-night jazz clubs, and
actively by drinking, snorting, and toking

I decided there was another path
and that this merry-go-round of “self-careless”
must have an exit

Today, smoke-free, drug-free, booze-free
I know she was caught on that carousel from Hell
and that choosing otherwise was possible
© 2010 Amy Barlow Liberatore/Sharp Little Pencil


BALL OF FIRE

She started off in Brooklyn
Ruby Stevens was her name
Petite, brown-eyed, brunette, lithe
She was destined for fame

First it was those small parts
The best friend or the maid
Then they saw beneath the sheen
there lay a bright-edged blade

Some years further down the road
Changed her style, her dress, her spiels
Stood tall to kiss Gary Cooper
Seven books beneath her heels

Throughout the years she played ’em all
from tough-as-nails jive dancer
to executive and old West rancher
to cute and sly romancer

But the role of hers I love the most
was never shown on screens:
Simply being Barbara Stanwyck
playing cards with the boys ‘tween scenes

© 2010 Amy Barlow Liberatore/Sharp Little Pencil


Thanks to Robert at Poetic Asides for this prompt. The bitter truth from my personal perspective…

I DON’T HAVE TO SET THE WORLD ON FIRE

It’s already ablaze
with hatred’s haze

Militias are loading
targets exploding

Cities burying
drug mules carrying

comforting balm
expensive calm

Families crying
boys and girls flying

home from Iraq
in a flag-draped sack

Young girls abort
coat hangers, contort then

succumb to the rust
and they’re dust to dust

Praying with raw knees
does nothing to ease

the truth that is clear:
The fire is here

(c) 2010 Amy Barlow Liberatore


PalinDrone

I ran for Vice President
while killing a moose with an assault rifle
from a helicopter
during labor for my 28th child!
But my daughter flunked her abstinence class

While not as glamorous as the White House
Fox News gives me lots of air time
I go to lots of Tea Parties
and I finally got rid of Todd
Running for President? I’ll get back to ya!

I like to shop at consignment stores
like Bonwit Teller, you betcha
and Macy’s and Tiffany’s
But my favorite accessory is Trig
I carry him around like a badge

(c) 2010 Amy Barlow Liberatore/Sharp Little Pencil
written for the Pyramid prompt at Poetic Asides